"i wish we all could win.."
ARG. I'm going to complain about 'you know who', so if you don't want to hear it, then don't read this. Sometimes he says hi and sometimes he doesn't. He'll see me and then cu>ompletely ignore me. Then other times, he'll be half way down the hall and still say hi. He ALWAYS did this last year. I hate it. Today, we were the only two in the hallway, and we were a foot away, he didn't say a word. But after school he said my name, but not in the usual tone. It was in a unenthusiastic, nonenergetic, dying type of tone. And I ignored him. I guess I was just mad that he can be such a loser, for no reason, sometimes. But, I'm just as much as a loser; I could've said hi. Duhhhhh. I'm such a third grader. Lol. I bet third graders have more exciting lives than me. I should grow up.
Me, Zlatan, and Caroline had the best conversation today. Topic: parents. I never would've guessed their parents were like that. My parents don't seem too bad after listening to their stories. Thsi is corny and so cliche, but it made me realize that what I've got isn't bad at all. I should really stop complaining about more than 1/2 the stuff I ramble on and on about.
7th period. Mr. Merernda's english class. We were all stressing, so he made us clear off our desks and just sit there and relaz for a bit. He made us think about: Our best day, worst day, etc. Best day: i couldn't think of one. Happiest day: Honestly, the happiest day was when the Red Sox won the World Series in 2004. I can't remember another happy day. Worst day: I had so many options to choose from. I wanted to cry. I can't think of one good day, but I have plenty of bad days to choose from. Then the most important person in your life, that you can tell abs. anyting: Nobody :( That whole thing made me realize that my life has been a complete and total.
I really really really really really really really hope things get a lot better in the near future.
ready or not the years are blurring.
running away the mind is turning.
skip to the end to find the meaning.
like it or not your eyes are open.
want it or not you can't just leave it.
p.s. I finally got a phone. Not the one I wanted but the Razr's not so bad. Call:6178186493.