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So it's been a pretty boring week.
We went shopping on sunday, I got some jeans, some cute new shirts including one that says "Think dark thoughts" which I'm quite fond of, and a bookcase to take back home. The car was being fixed all day monday so we didn't get to do anything.
Wednesday was...for lack of a better term...emotional.
I played the piano...for the first time in a year. It's weird to me how much changing your mindset about something can do. I did what my therapist said...and it was actually okay.
I got my one grade...along with a letter saying that I'm now on academic probation. No surprise there. And just cuz I currently think it's hilarious I will tell you all that my GPA for this semester was 0.85 baby....hellllllz yeah. Beat that.
Mom came home early from work sick...and like...sick sick. So I was prepared for the worst, just waiting around til I had to take her to the hospital. But it didn't get bad for the first time...either that or it wasn't really the gastroparesis.
Then I get a call from my brothers ex-girlfriend saying that someone needed to call him right then. So I'm freaking out thinking he's like in danger or something. Then he put me in the horrible position of wanting me to give him her phone number (she changed it so he wouldn't have it). And I'm not proud of it but I cracked....which pissed my mom off.
Then we got in this mini-argument which ended in her saying "I know you're having a sucky day, but mines even suckier"
Gee, thanks for the validation Ma.
So basically I cried hysterically for about an hour and then continued on with my night.
Andrew and I had dinner together and then talked/ watched AI.
Mommas driving me back home tomorrow and we're gonna go see a show and she's gonna sleep over. Not sure what's gonna happen with my computer. Hopefully I can convince them to service it at my house. So I won't be around for a bit...call the cell.