Jun 08, 2010 10:58
Happy. I am happy. And it is beautiful. There is so much joy in my life, and so much more to come. It's so amazing to think about how much Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ love me and bless me. My life is a miracle in so many ways.
I have been dating, and I've had some cool experiences with it. I have been taught a lot in the last 3 years about love. I had so many false beliefs about love... and now I feel like I really understand it. I know there is so much more to learn about love, but I feel like I have been blessed with a great foundation of understanding. There is so much love, it's abundant, there is always enough, and it only grows, and it always grows and fills every situation according to the needs of people involved. I know that one day, I am going to be in love again, and that love will only add to the love I have in my heart for Robert. It would never take away any love, only add to it, and that is truth. All is love.
It's been a little overwhelming finding how to balance my relationship with the Ashworths. But, I know I need to do what I feel lis right and best for me, and I know they will always love me, and hopefully, with time support all of the decisions I make. I know that their hearts will be opened and that I will be blessed to know how to handle every situation, and it's showing already. I would just never want to lose and of my relationships with them, they are so special to me. They are family, and they always will be.
I am learning advanced SRT in the end of the month, and I am so exciteddd. It's going to be cool. I am excited to help and bless other peoples lives, the way Paula blessed me and Robert so much. I know that I am doing what I am supposed to and I am excited to see how Heavenly Father is going to have me be a healer, how it will all play out. I am excited for the future. There is so much hope.
I love my beautiful life. I know it is what Heavenly Father wants and needs for me. I know he has much for me to do here, and I am so grateful that I am here to do it, to serve with everything that I am, with everything he has blessed me with. He loves me so much, and I feel it everyday. It shows up in so many ways.