i could die right now
So, I found out that my baby cousin Kiler has scoliosis (infantile), supposedly its easy to cure at this age, but im so worried about him, my aunt, and my uncle. Kiler's spine is in the shape of complete "S" and his head is always cocked to the right (hence the "S" shape). And, because of the deformity of his spine, his ribs are growing crooked and they point out. Each rib bone looks like an extra boob on his chest. (That was the only metaphor i could think of).
Tomorrow, my aunt is taking my other 2 year old cousin Kody to the speech doctor. Kody doesnt talk yet, and my mom thinks he has autisim (spelling?) Autisim is where you dont talk unless your approached and talked to by someone else. Also, it's where your partially "retarded", but very brilliant in math. If anyone has seen "rainman" than you should know what im talking about. I'm so scared. I love those kids to death.
Kilers situation seems really bad, but the doctor made it sound like it was fine and dandy. Kody, i just dont know what to think about him. I would like to think he is normal, and has nothing wrong. Wouldnt it suck if your first two kids you ever had were deformed or retarded? I mean, you love them unconditionally, but you would always feel like it's your fault that they turned out that way. Thats how my aunt feels. She thinks that Kilers scoliosis is because she is so small. And that could be, but her being small isnt her fault, and its actually better reasoning, becuase then Kiler could possibly grow out of his scoliosis. Im sorry im running on about this, i'm just so scared.
Tomorrow, my aunt is taking my other 2 year old cousin Kody to the speech doctor. Kody doesnt talk yet, and my mom thinks he has autisim (spelling?) Autisim is where you dont talk unless your approached and talked to by someone else. Also, it's where your partially "retarded", but very brilliant in math. If anyone has seen "rainman" than you should know what im talking about. I'm so scared. I love those kids to death.
Kilers situation seems really bad, but the doctor made it sound like it was fine and dandy. Kody, i just dont know what to think about him. I would like to think he is normal, and has nothing wrong. Wouldnt it suck if your first two kids you ever had were deformed or retarded? I mean, you love them unconditionally, but you would always feel like it's your fault that they turned out that way. Thats how my aunt feels. She thinks that Kilers scoliosis is because she is so small. And that could be, but her being small isnt her fault, and its actually better reasoning, becuase then Kiler could possibly grow out of his scoliosis. Im sorry im running on about this, i'm just so scared.