love n lust
When you like someone and your constantly with them, and always on the phone with them and you cant imagine your life without them. Then you dont talk to that person in a really long time and you just stop liking them, right? Thats when you realize you can go on in life without them, especially if you've gone so long not talking to them or thinking of them.
It's so wierd how love, or lust, work and how it goes away, although it never really goes away.
You always have a place in your heart for people from the past. You may have had a 2nd grade boyfriend and you really liked him then; you go on for 7 years and dont even think about the kid, you think you'll never have feelings for him again, then you see him freshman year, and you realize you kinda like him again.
Isnt love/lust wierd? How it works just really intrigues me.
I always wonder how guys minds work, and how they are with love and lust, obviously NOTHING like girls!
But, sometimes, dont you think they feel the same way about love and lust as we do? They just dont show it because they feel they have to be tough and not show emotion unless its anger. Maybe, inside their so called tough skin and appearance, they are just like girls, they cant live without thier girlfriend, or the girl they like, and they are always thinking about them.
But then i think harder about it, and it's not possible. They are so interested in doing exactly what thier friends are doing, or just going along with everyone else that they dont have time to have their gf running thru thier mind, or have time to call you, or have time to remember your birthday.
You know when you call a guy, or they call you, and you talk for a while and at the end they say " call me later " or something along those lines? Do they really mean it, or do they mean, " Ill call you " ? Does this make any sense? When you dont call a guy, is the guy thinking "what a bitch, like she didnt call me" or did they totally forget about you?
It amazes me how different our minds work when it comes to love/lust Its just so confusing, and it goes on for all of our lives.
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The only reason I brought any of this up is because I just talked to Gary, and we talked for longest time I've ever talked to him on the phone, and it just brought all my feelings back.
Im sure you guys think I sound wierd talking like this, and saying some of the stuff I said, but its the REAL me coming out.
Comment on this, let me know what you think about all of it!
It's so wierd how love, or lust, work and how it goes away, although it never really goes away.
You always have a place in your heart for people from the past. You may have had a 2nd grade boyfriend and you really liked him then; you go on for 7 years and dont even think about the kid, you think you'll never have feelings for him again, then you see him freshman year, and you realize you kinda like him again.
Isnt love/lust wierd? How it works just really intrigues me.
I always wonder how guys minds work, and how they are with love and lust, obviously NOTHING like girls!
But, sometimes, dont you think they feel the same way about love and lust as we do? They just dont show it because they feel they have to be tough and not show emotion unless its anger. Maybe, inside their so called tough skin and appearance, they are just like girls, they cant live without thier girlfriend, or the girl they like, and they are always thinking about them.
But then i think harder about it, and it's not possible. They are so interested in doing exactly what thier friends are doing, or just going along with everyone else that they dont have time to have their gf running thru thier mind, or have time to call you, or have time to remember your birthday.
You know when you call a guy, or they call you, and you talk for a while and at the end they say " call me later " or something along those lines? Do they really mean it, or do they mean, " Ill call you " ? Does this make any sense? When you dont call a guy, is the guy thinking "what a bitch, like she didnt call me" or did they totally forget about you?
It amazes me how different our minds work when it comes to love/lust Its just so confusing, and it goes on for all of our lives.
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The only reason I brought any of this up is because I just talked to Gary, and we talked for longest time I've ever talked to him on the phone, and it just brought all my feelings back.
Im sure you guys think I sound wierd talking like this, and saying some of the stuff I said, but its the REAL me coming out.
Comment on this, let me know what you think about all of it!