my friends 18th went really really well on saturday and i felt so gud for fasting and doing so well that week. howeva i drank on sat night and 2day yesterday and sunday i have done sooooooooo shit!!!! ERRGGG i need to get back into it!! i feeeeel sooooo fat!!!! i have to start again 2morro and i WILL look good on new years!!! the only day i can eat ( Read more... )

2day is going so shit!!! i ate a bread stick and a bon bon biscuit! thats like 200 cals!!! errrrrrrggggg!! my friend keeps going on bout how depresed she is coz she is bored ov her clothes wen shes soooo skinny and eats what she wants, she has a boyfriend and always looks so nice!! she knows im going through a hard time as the moment and i feel ( Read more... )

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my friends 18th is next weekend and everyone is wearing the skimpiest outfits as its theme is army and everyone is going to mission after which is a club and im dredding it because i'll just look sooooo fat and soooo ugly!! if i look how i do now im going to have to make up an excuse not to go!! i didnt eat a thing today or yesterday because i ( Read more... )

told myself i was going to do so much 2day! i wanted to go on sunbeds, get sum cigs and go to town to get some amazing new shoes to lift my spirits but havnt left my sofa!! it was snowing earlier and i have a HUGE sty on my eye so i look like a freak!!

its 3pm and i havnt eaten n e thing yet all day so feel alot better for that!!! my mums trying to ( Read more... )