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so now that i updated with actual feelings rather than "so omgod i totally went to the mall today wih gab!" it actually kinda feels good to write in here.
despite the copious amounts of hate that often pour from me, i think this is the entry i need to mention a few people that i know have livejournal and will read this.
gab-you are the best friend a girl could have, thanks for stickin with me through the ups and downs of my emotions and bipolarity. i hope we stick with each other through anything and everything, i cant imagine my sanity without you.....hmm this sounds like a guy thanking his gf for something lol.
shawna-you are the one that will try anything and everything to cheer me up, no matter what it is. you can be serious with me when i get into bitchy moods and if im in the mood to bash someone, youre always there to contribute....hmm im not sure if thats such a good thing haha. you were there for me last summer through all the shit and im hoping for a better summer this yer, to share good rather than bad.....thank you.....
caroline-i love you, thats basically it lol.....youre always making me laugh and i cant remember a time this school year that if ive had a problem ,you didnt have time for me....no matter how much of a rush you were in youd listen to me and all ym bitching haha......im so glad we were (pretty much) able to carry our meadow friendship over without much of a hassle......and i would still be able to hear the words "ultra sensors" without laughing if it werent for you....i love you.....
meg-im not sure how much you actually check my livejournallol but u definitely deserve to be thanked....you were my best friend 7th and 8th and im glad this year we could still see each other on a regular basis.....im glad u r so receptive to meet your meat hehe luv ya
im sorry if i forgot anyone, i might have just forgotten you had an lj, if so just comment on this telling me how much of an asshole i am and ill make a special entry, just for you......this is quite the contrast to the last entry, which shows how lucky i am to have the above mentioned girls to help me out.....but the fact remains i still feel like im putting on a front, and if i start to act the way i feel like, ill lose them......but i dont like not being true to myself.....so in summary, im a bitch with great friends.....
-*rock on*-
ash
despite the copious amounts of hate that often pour from me, i think this is the entry i need to mention a few people that i know have livejournal and will read this.
gab-you are the best friend a girl could have, thanks for stickin with me through the ups and downs of my emotions and bipolarity. i hope we stick with each other through anything and everything, i cant imagine my sanity without you.....hmm this sounds like a guy thanking his gf for something lol.
shawna-you are the one that will try anything and everything to cheer me up, no matter what it is. you can be serious with me when i get into bitchy moods and if im in the mood to bash someone, youre always there to contribute....hmm im not sure if thats such a good thing haha. you were there for me last summer through all the shit and im hoping for a better summer this yer, to share good rather than bad.....thank you.....
caroline-i love you, thats basically it lol.....youre always making me laugh and i cant remember a time this school year that if ive had a problem ,you didnt have time for me....no matter how much of a rush you were in youd listen to me and all ym bitching haha......im so glad we were (pretty much) able to carry our meadow friendship over without much of a hassle......and i would still be able to hear the words "ultra sensors" without laughing if it werent for you....i love you.....
meg-im not sure how much you actually check my livejournallol but u definitely deserve to be thanked....you were my best friend 7th and 8th and im glad this year we could still see each other on a regular basis.....im glad u r so receptive to meet your meat hehe luv ya
im sorry if i forgot anyone, i might have just forgotten you had an lj, if so just comment on this telling me how much of an asshole i am and ill make a special entry, just for you......this is quite the contrast to the last entry, which shows how lucky i am to have the above mentioned girls to help me out.....but the fact remains i still feel like im putting on a front, and if i start to act the way i feel like, ill lose them......but i dont like not being true to myself.....so in summary, im a bitch with great friends.....
-*rock on*-
ash