My freaky ass dream.
Okay. I was sitting in my old house (except everything was pretty much cleaned out like it was the last time I was there) at the computer (which was in the kitchen for some reason or another) talking to my dad (I don't even live with him) and then we went outside and got on his motorcycle (that he doesn't in reality have) and started driving off when we noticed this teenage black girl walking into the house through the front door so I told him to stop the motorcycle. I went in there and started talking to her and she said that she'd been coming into, even SLEEPING at our house for years. She wasn't even homeless or anything. Anyway, somehow or another, we started becoming friends.
Yup, it gets weirder...
Apparently my mom didn't trust her. We were at our new house (except it looked bigger in my dream) and she was talking to my new friend and told her that she couldn't stay there. She couldn't see me in the room though. So, my friend was really bummed because she thought my mom didn't like her so I was trying to cheer her up and everything, so I told her I was going to throw her a cook-out party. Then she pointed out the window (at our old house) and it was kind of dark and damp because it had just been raining, I guess. Then I closed my eyes and held out my hands, opened them and nothing happened. She looked at me reading my mind and said "Focus on the details, not the bigger picture." I was trying to change the weather. But instead, I moved the water on the ground (with my mind, of course) to the neighbor's yard flooding it and I glared at the sun and made it brighter.
Nope, actually... it gets even weirder...
It turns out that the girl was actually trying to steal my powers. So, we stopped being friends after that. But then it just flashed from that time to a few months later. Apparently, this large black man had been stalking her for some time and had been sexually abusing her and that's how he found out about me. So like yeah... I got raped and knocked up. I was in this large white room with my baby and this man. He told me he'd kill me if I did anything except sit there... and... just listening... I could hear it... he started to slowly twist my baby's neck... until it snapped... and he killed it... and I was just sitting there crying... with my head down... I couldn't even look up.
I didn't even try to use my powers against him and I don't know why.
Could I not use my powers? Was he immune to them? Did I lose my powers in the time that just flashed by? Was I too scared to use them? Did I not want to use them?
I'm so confused...
Yup, it gets weirder...
Apparently my mom didn't trust her. We were at our new house (except it looked bigger in my dream) and she was talking to my new friend and told her that she couldn't stay there. She couldn't see me in the room though. So, my friend was really bummed because she thought my mom didn't like her so I was trying to cheer her up and everything, so I told her I was going to throw her a cook-out party. Then she pointed out the window (at our old house) and it was kind of dark and damp because it had just been raining, I guess. Then I closed my eyes and held out my hands, opened them and nothing happened. She looked at me reading my mind and said "Focus on the details, not the bigger picture." I was trying to change the weather. But instead, I moved the water on the ground (with my mind, of course) to the neighbor's yard flooding it and I glared at the sun and made it brighter.
Nope, actually... it gets even weirder...
It turns out that the girl was actually trying to steal my powers. So, we stopped being friends after that. But then it just flashed from that time to a few months later. Apparently, this large black man had been stalking her for some time and had been sexually abusing her and that's how he found out about me. So like yeah... I got raped and knocked up. I was in this large white room with my baby and this man. He told me he'd kill me if I did anything except sit there... and... just listening... I could hear it... he started to slowly twist my baby's neck... until it snapped... and he killed it... and I was just sitting there crying... with my head down... I couldn't even look up.
I didn't even try to use my powers against him and I don't know why.
Could I not use my powers? Was he immune to them? Did I lose my powers in the time that just flashed by? Was I too scared to use them? Did I not want to use them?
I'm so confused...