We are the very hurt you sold...
Yesterday was the third day I've spent in my house in the three weeks that we've lived there. I cleaned up/unpacked a lot of my things that were starting to gather dust in my closet. I gave away many things that once meant something to me. I organized my sentimentality box and threw away some old letters from him or her or you. I kept what matters or what I couldn't get rid of. But those're two very different things. My stepsister came over and took some of the things that I didn't want anymore. She took almost all of it, heh. She carried it out in a huge trashbag that I put everything in.
So like seriously. I get really bored at my house so you guys can call me sometime. Or give me your number and I'll call you. Or call me then I'll call you back. Something! XD
Okay, something's been kind of bothering me for the past month or so. I only have guy friends. And a lot of the time I just need "girl talk" or something. I need to share what's on my mind or just talk about whatever. I just miss my friends from high school. The most I see anyone is Nikki and face it, she can't do anything without Mark because she's married. Don't get me wrong, Nikki. I'm happy for you and I love Mark to death, but it's just not the same. I haven't seen Alana in god-knows-how-long. We never talk. I don't even know if we're still friends. Samantha and I talk on the phone a few times a week for an hour or so and then we never hang out. Ever. Besides, Samantha and I don't have anything in common. And we're both aware of that. In fact, we were just talking about that last night.
"How are we still friends? We're nothing alike."
It's true. We're not. That's the only friends I had in high school. But Nikki, you're still my best friend (so's Jeff) and I love you to death. I miss you and everyone... and everything. My new house makes me feel lonely, I think. I feel so caged when I'm there. I get so restless and uneasy.
Anyway.
What're you guys doing this weekend?
XOXO
So like seriously. I get really bored at my house so you guys can call me sometime. Or give me your number and I'll call you. Or call me then I'll call you back. Something! XD
Okay, something's been kind of bothering me for the past month or so. I only have guy friends. And a lot of the time I just need "girl talk" or something. I need to share what's on my mind or just talk about whatever. I just miss my friends from high school. The most I see anyone is Nikki and face it, she can't do anything without Mark because she's married. Don't get me wrong, Nikki. I'm happy for you and I love Mark to death, but it's just not the same. I haven't seen Alana in god-knows-how-long. We never talk. I don't even know if we're still friends. Samantha and I talk on the phone a few times a week for an hour or so and then we never hang out. Ever. Besides, Samantha and I don't have anything in common. And we're both aware of that. In fact, we were just talking about that last night.
"How are we still friends? We're nothing alike."
It's true. We're not. That's the only friends I had in high school. But Nikki, you're still my best friend (so's Jeff) and I love you to death. I miss you and everyone... and everything. My new house makes me feel lonely, I think. I feel so caged when I'm there. I get so restless and uneasy.
Anyway.
What're you guys doing this weekend?
XOXO