Stressed....
Okay. So today I called my mom to talk to her because I've haven't been talking to her in a while. So Kevin answered the phone and that kind of threw me off. He told me she was sleeping and then hung up. He's a prick. So later on I called my mom and I was talking to her. She said he doesn't want me to come home for christmas, and he's still being a prick, and she regrets not listening to me. I know she must. She had to wait until I left, until I gave up to change it. That sweet family of three. My two best friends. I can never have this back, even if she decided to leave him. I need stability. I couldn't handle moving again any time soon. He's such a fucking asshole. Mum said my mom and kristen can come here but I think I mite jus stay at Alavines. I'm pretty angry about this, but I have to go for now.