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okay im gonna for warn that i am going to sound like a suchhh a girl..
this last week has been so confusing and so unpredictable.
KP camp was amazing but i was not able to get him out of mind the whole time. in ways i felt convicted becasue i had yet to bring god into our relationship in the way that i found was necissary. well i am back just praying that i woudl find answers. and im guessing this was it.
its so freaking hard. in a lot of ways i feel rediculous for putting my heart into something like this. i should have none better. haha oh goodness gracious.
he was literally so much sunshine in my life, and im scared to think that he wont be anymore.
this last week has been so confusing and so unpredictable.
KP camp was amazing but i was not able to get him out of mind the whole time. in ways i felt convicted becasue i had yet to bring god into our relationship in the way that i found was necissary. well i am back just praying that i woudl find answers. and im guessing this was it.
its so freaking hard. in a lot of ways i feel rediculous for putting my heart into something like this. i should have none better. haha oh goodness gracious.
he was literally so much sunshine in my life, and im scared to think that he wont be anymore.