Jan 03, 2008 00:29
what am i doing lately? i serisouly feel like im going crazy. haha i know thats ridiculous but im not even sure what im doing lately. i feel like im not in control of my own life anymore. and im like fighting to gain that control back again but all im doing is pushing away the people that mean the most. i am so freaking lost right now.
Dear Lord,
i pray that i see that tomorrow is a new day to have the power over the type of person i am. i realize that i need to give up my desire to have it all figured out so that your plan for my life can take its toll. lord i pray for answers and guidence. im sorry for failing to see you right in front of me. and i pray that you clear my mind.
AMEN<3