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There's some fo'realzies high school drama going on between me and another person that I feel is creating some kind of mind fuck in me that makes me feel that this same issue is starting to affect my other relationships. WHAT?! Seriously. I really don't have the power to talk to this person about it because they are impossible to talk to. Buh.
OMG YOU GUYS SPEAKING OF HIGH SCHOOL. I have image issues that are always there (and have been since I was probably 10 YAY) but I keep them inside because I know their stupid and useless BUT they have come about in a strong craziness because I've gotten some of my wedding photos back. BIG SHOCK that I have a problem with myself in them... I knew it would happen but I tried to ignore it while taking the photos and I really should have kept it in mind because HIIMACOW. So anyway, some of them are really cute, though and Mike and I's relationship and love and NOW MARRIAGE is really just so amazing and special and these photos really do show that and I need to realize that that is what these photos are about... not about how I hate how I look in them.
BUT OK.
So it seems that Mike and I will be staying in Benicia for awhile, but I am happy about it. Mike's mom is probably most definitely moving to Hawaii in January and we could rent the upstairs. OUR OWN REAL HOUSE THANK YOU PLZ. So that is great news. We can move into the master bedroom and have a kitchen and a house and decorate and OMG YAYZ. And in January our debt will be gone and stuff will be great. Sooo I guess it all work out. OH WAIT BEST PART IS THE GUNCLES WILL MOVE IN DOWNSTAIRS. And we're going to make a more real kitchen for them and other living area in the other room. I love those boys. Dragon or some one (but really Dragon) will be moving in the bedroom upstairs and by our pal. Rent is doable before the guncles get here but will be a BREEZE when they do move down there.
Speaking of which, their wedding is in less than a month and I am so excited. It's going to be so wonderful and I'm photographing it and THANK GOD BECAUSE I'M GOING STIR CRAZY and am so uninspired lately so it'll be great.
SO improv tournament is tomorrow. Super nervous and I'm not even one of the people playing! Eeeeeee!!
OMG YOU GUYS SPEAKING OF HIGH SCHOOL. I have image issues that are always there (and have been since I was probably 10 YAY) but I keep them inside because I know their stupid and useless BUT they have come about in a strong craziness because I've gotten some of my wedding photos back. BIG SHOCK that I have a problem with myself in them... I knew it would happen but I tried to ignore it while taking the photos and I really should have kept it in mind because HIIMACOW. So anyway, some of them are really cute, though and Mike and I's relationship and love and NOW MARRIAGE is really just so amazing and special and these photos really do show that and I need to realize that that is what these photos are about... not about how I hate how I look in them.
BUT OK.
So it seems that Mike and I will be staying in Benicia for awhile, but I am happy about it. Mike's mom is probably most definitely moving to Hawaii in January and we could rent the upstairs. OUR OWN REAL HOUSE THANK YOU PLZ. So that is great news. We can move into the master bedroom and have a kitchen and a house and decorate and OMG YAYZ. And in January our debt will be gone and stuff will be great. Sooo I guess it all work out. OH WAIT BEST PART IS THE GUNCLES WILL MOVE IN DOWNSTAIRS. And we're going to make a more real kitchen for them and other living area in the other room. I love those boys. Dragon or some one (but really Dragon) will be moving in the bedroom upstairs and by our pal. Rent is doable before the guncles get here but will be a BREEZE when they do move down there.
Speaking of which, their wedding is in less than a month and I am so excited. It's going to be so wonderful and I'm photographing it and THANK GOD BECAUSE I'M GOING STIR CRAZY and am so uninspired lately so it'll be great.
SO improv tournament is tomorrow. Super nervous and I'm not even one of the people playing! Eeeeeee!!