GRRRRRRRRRRR
Im totally gonna kill myself right now! I honestly have nothing left to stay alive for. I wake up in the mourning and Iam ready to go back to sleep...I get to work and I want to leave.....so I leave I come home and I want to go somewhere I go somewhere and I want to go home and sleep I lay down to go to sleep and wish I was somewhere else. Its fucking exhausting.......Im so god damn lonely....everything frustrates me im stressed out breaking out and losing other things i should have once a month......
-Claudia gets a DUI in the situation where it should have been me
-my aunt gets killed
-I wanna hurt the people around me (some of you know what im talking
about)
-im broke
-and I went out to my car today only to find that somehow the front hood was bashed in really really really bad almost undrivale.....why the fuck would someone do that to me....i work all summer 9 shifts a week to afford that car just for someone to fuck it up and walk away!
Im so jaded and cynical right now i cant even cry about it....everything in my life is going to shit the only thing i have to be thankful for is the fact that im still alive and i dont think im all that grateful for that.....
-Claudia gets a DUI in the situation where it should have been me
-my aunt gets killed
-I wanna hurt the people around me (some of you know what im talking
about)
-im broke
-and I went out to my car today only to find that somehow the front hood was bashed in really really really bad almost undrivale.....why the fuck would someone do that to me....i work all summer 9 shifts a week to afford that car just for someone to fuck it up and walk away!
Im so jaded and cynical right now i cant even cry about it....everything in my life is going to shit the only thing i have to be thankful for is the fact that im still alive and i dont think im all that grateful for that.....