Somehow I keep from doing ______.
By _____, I mean if you ever saw the "Closure" VHS Movies from NIN, you would know what I mean.
Approx 1 year ago, I lost one of the closest people in my life. She died of intestinal cancer.
Mortality is a strange thing, ready to kill at the moment's notice. Death in bold NTSC colors, color corrected, telephoto zoom. Multiple angles, subtitles in 100 languages, and some mexican guy dubbing his voice over some woman's screams, just to make sure that you hear it in spanish. Geriatric Generals frothing at the mouth at the termidity of some long-dead soldier's defiance just before they were cooked to death by hundreds of thousands of incindiary bombs. VX, NAPALM, Anthrax R-14, Ebola, Pipe bombs, SLAM Nuclear propelled radio-active missles, Chernobyl, Three Mile Island, North Korean F$**HOLES, Terrorists under every rock, Tetanus, Cancer, AIDS, Some drunk kid, guns, hurricanes, your bathtub, your hip, aneurism, alzheimers, tornadoes, cheap consumer electronics, cirrosis, kidney disease, hepatitus, crack-heads, some illegal immagrant that didn't wipe his ass right, corporate mergers, heart faliure, choking on your faggy french dinner, asbestos, carcinogens, bees, ants, earthquake, volcanic eruption, celestial bodies impacting, alien body inversions, the chupacabra, bigfoot, G-men, venomous ducks, Necrotizing Faciitus(Flesh Eating Bacteria), The common cold, Influenza, black lung, Burning at the stake, beheading, crucifiction, electrocution, the radiation from cellphones, suicide, hypothermia, hypoxia, the bends, Nukes, GEORGE F*$*& BUSH JR, muggers, stabbing, strangulation, AUTOEROTIC ASPHYXIATION, muscular dystrophy, air crash, IED, shotgun blast to the groin, Iron maiden, starvation, obeseity, snipers, mustard gas, cannon fire, swords, fire, ice, explosive decompression, falling rocks, falling cows, stampede, overdose, underdose, boiling oil, embolism, botulism, salmonella, e-coli, cannibals. Heroshima, Nagasaki, Carthage, Dresden, London, Paris, Rome, Constantinople, Jericho, Soddam, Gemorrah, Babylon, New York, Roanoke, Beijing, Tokyo, Kyoto, Seoul, Edinburough, Lockerby, LA, Ixitlan, new Delhi, Northern Ireland, Palestine, Calvary hill.
Every type of sick depravity featured upon everyone from zygote to geriatrics, in every form of slow deliberateness.
God IS the leading form of death, after Death.
The truth is that it is a miracle that you woke up this morning, despite the wishes of everyone you ever met.
Your parents didn't want you, it just reminds them that their time to die is approaching.
Your children can't wait for you to die, to get ahold of the things that you are holding for them.
Your friends want you to die, so they won't be first.
The government wants you to die, the have taxes just for that occasion.
The enemy wants you to die, you aren't them.
God wants you to die, and to praise only a certain name for him beforehand.
Satan wants you to die, he has your seat reserved.
Some guy who once saw you across the road from the window of a speeding cab wants you to die, you were somehow better than him.
Insects and parasites, your pets, the planet, the universe, they ALL are waiting for you to die.
What are you holding up everyone for?
JUST DIE ALREADY.
Approx 1 year ago, I lost one of the closest people in my life. She died of intestinal cancer.
Mortality is a strange thing, ready to kill at the moment's notice. Death in bold NTSC colors, color corrected, telephoto zoom. Multiple angles, subtitles in 100 languages, and some mexican guy dubbing his voice over some woman's screams, just to make sure that you hear it in spanish. Geriatric Generals frothing at the mouth at the termidity of some long-dead soldier's defiance just before they were cooked to death by hundreds of thousands of incindiary bombs. VX, NAPALM, Anthrax R-14, Ebola, Pipe bombs, SLAM Nuclear propelled radio-active missles, Chernobyl, Three Mile Island, North Korean F$**HOLES, Terrorists under every rock, Tetanus, Cancer, AIDS, Some drunk kid, guns, hurricanes, your bathtub, your hip, aneurism, alzheimers, tornadoes, cheap consumer electronics, cirrosis, kidney disease, hepatitus, crack-heads, some illegal immagrant that didn't wipe his ass right, corporate mergers, heart faliure, choking on your faggy french dinner, asbestos, carcinogens, bees, ants, earthquake, volcanic eruption, celestial bodies impacting, alien body inversions, the chupacabra, bigfoot, G-men, venomous ducks, Necrotizing Faciitus(Flesh Eating Bacteria), The common cold, Influenza, black lung, Burning at the stake, beheading, crucifiction, electrocution, the radiation from cellphones, suicide, hypothermia, hypoxia, the bends, Nukes, GEORGE F*$*& BUSH JR, muggers, stabbing, strangulation, AUTOEROTIC ASPHYXIATION, muscular dystrophy, air crash, IED, shotgun blast to the groin, Iron maiden, starvation, obeseity, snipers, mustard gas, cannon fire, swords, fire, ice, explosive decompression, falling rocks, falling cows, stampede, overdose, underdose, boiling oil, embolism, botulism, salmonella, e-coli, cannibals. Heroshima, Nagasaki, Carthage, Dresden, London, Paris, Rome, Constantinople, Jericho, Soddam, Gemorrah, Babylon, New York, Roanoke, Beijing, Tokyo, Kyoto, Seoul, Edinburough, Lockerby, LA, Ixitlan, new Delhi, Northern Ireland, Palestine, Calvary hill.
Every type of sick depravity featured upon everyone from zygote to geriatrics, in every form of slow deliberateness.
God IS the leading form of death, after Death.
The truth is that it is a miracle that you woke up this morning, despite the wishes of everyone you ever met.
Your parents didn't want you, it just reminds them that their time to die is approaching.
Your children can't wait for you to die, to get ahold of the things that you are holding for them.
Your friends want you to die, so they won't be first.
The government wants you to die, the have taxes just for that occasion.
The enemy wants you to die, you aren't them.
God wants you to die, and to praise only a certain name for him beforehand.
Satan wants you to die, he has your seat reserved.
Some guy who once saw you across the road from the window of a speeding cab wants you to die, you were somehow better than him.
Insects and parasites, your pets, the planet, the universe, they ALL are waiting for you to die.
What are you holding up everyone for?
JUST DIE ALREADY.