Nov 18, 2005 21:25
I received the money to help get my dojo going, finally. The lump some for the insurance and hopefully the same amount of students to at least profit me a tad bit over the rent for the Aikido facility. After going over everything with my father, I realized just how little business savy I have and how much I will be taking on for my little school. I hope this is a good move for me, I miss teaching and miss training in traditional Ninjutsu. I have no worries about the teaching part, I just wish that was all I had to worry about. I've received alot of good signs about it since people seem to be getting a hold of me out of the blue despite my lack of advertising to want to come and train. These past couple of weeks have been so odd though, to say the least. As if my luck has been running out or more so, that past decisions have shown the karma and consequences of my actions all at once. I am craving balance, stability and support and it seems I am feeling quite the opposite of late...
My relationships, finances, and general organization in life is leaving much to be desired. After some relative success, it is time get get a better hold on my life and practice what I preach. I'm definitely feeling the anxiety of the tasks I have set ahead of me. Too often I want to go along with whats easy or fun but now is the time to make life work for me.