every second every second. 2 3 4 5 more.
gosh, by the time i feel like finally blogging this in for some sort of ...future reference of some sort on how difficult and crazy and discombobulated i felt my life was at this very single part of a second of this time- i feel to lazy to express what's already been expressed internally, externally...
but oh well. i can give anything a try i suppose.
i feel like lately and especially tonight, every single second that i am not doing something extraordinary is to me, a waste.
please excuse the poor grammar. i know it isn't my usual style, but you know; a time and a place where it's excused (in my mind at least)- and that time is now.
well in my defense...well, bre's more less...we just need to relax.
because as in american beauty "there's so much beauty in the world."
right? yes.
absolutely.
ricky and i are no longer friends again; but i dont know. its just fates way of saying 'hey guys, no no no!'
were not on hating terms.
well, my boyfriend isnt thrilled with him so what can i say?
that is life, oh yes, it is.
yesterday i rented movies with john.
we watched them and he surprisingly stayed over.
this morning, we went to lunch with jason and jessica.
we then bowled (and won, yeah baby!)
then we bought wii games.
and played. all day basically.
it was a lot of fun.
he left at 10. and i was dead tired then.
it's 1;40 now and i am STILL awake!
sometimes i feel like nyc is calling me.
sometimes not.
i dont know.
i wish i could find myself.
people say were so young but as i said earlier...
when every day goes by in what feels like a second...when you're not doing something extraordinary, you feel like your life is being wasted.
help me find myself.
♥
but oh well. i can give anything a try i suppose.
i feel like lately and especially tonight, every single second that i am not doing something extraordinary is to me, a waste.
please excuse the poor grammar. i know it isn't my usual style, but you know; a time and a place where it's excused (in my mind at least)- and that time is now.
well in my defense...well, bre's more less...we just need to relax.
because as in american beauty "there's so much beauty in the world."
right? yes.
absolutely.
ricky and i are no longer friends again; but i dont know. its just fates way of saying 'hey guys, no no no!'
were not on hating terms.
well, my boyfriend isnt thrilled with him so what can i say?
that is life, oh yes, it is.
yesterday i rented movies with john.
we watched them and he surprisingly stayed over.
this morning, we went to lunch with jason and jessica.
we then bowled (and won, yeah baby!)
then we bought wii games.
and played. all day basically.
it was a lot of fun.
he left at 10. and i was dead tired then.
it's 1;40 now and i am STILL awake!
sometimes i feel like nyc is calling me.
sometimes not.
i dont know.
i wish i could find myself.
people say were so young but as i said earlier...
when every day goes by in what feels like a second...when you're not doing something extraordinary, you feel like your life is being wasted.
help me find myself.
♥