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so hey. my birthday was today... it was a very good day.
i woke up and then got a call from a friend i thought would never call me again, so that made me happy. maybe things are looking up with all that, maybe... hmm..
then went to school, lots of people told me happy birthday.
my mom sent me a bear thingy with a candy bar, m&ms, and sweet tarts, tied to it, oh and there were balloons too.. hehe yay. except everyone stole my candy.. darn..
michael took me to eat japenese. yum. yum.
and yeah now i am here..
okay now an update about how i have been.
im doing pretty good. there are a few things that make me sad, but it happens...
umm. basketball is good. my coach wants me to be a point guard, because she thinks i can, and she doesnt have one, so that may mean i get to play a lot or even start next year... wow..
school. well school is school. my grades are good. but i still hate it. most of the time. sometimes its good when issac and jordan and i have paper wad and pen and highlighter ink fights in third block. oh and when i ammuse the class by falling asleep during a play that i had an important part in and waking up for a second when i was supposed to read then falling right back asleep without even noticing. haha.
family. they are great.
friends. okay the ones at pigeon forge are awesome. but i miss my old buddies. hannah, jason, alex, travis, all of you. i know i screwed all of you over big time. i wish i hadnt. i wish i could make up for it. but i dont know how. and i dont know how to react to this. i am scared shitless and i will admit to that. i dont want to talk to you guys, but then again i miss you all so much it makes me sick. its weird. but yeah i guess i just want you all to know that i miss you and i am sorry.
okay now. if you do not read any of my entry please read this.
i want all of you to leave a comment telling me how you used to feel about me, how you feel about me, and you think you would feel about me if we were to start talking again. i need to know. so yeah please tell me the truth i can handle it.
i woke up and then got a call from a friend i thought would never call me again, so that made me happy. maybe things are looking up with all that, maybe... hmm..
then went to school, lots of people told me happy birthday.
my mom sent me a bear thingy with a candy bar, m&ms, and sweet tarts, tied to it, oh and there were balloons too.. hehe yay. except everyone stole my candy.. darn..
michael took me to eat japenese. yum. yum.
and yeah now i am here..
okay now an update about how i have been.
im doing pretty good. there are a few things that make me sad, but it happens...
umm. basketball is good. my coach wants me to be a point guard, because she thinks i can, and she doesnt have one, so that may mean i get to play a lot or even start next year... wow..
school. well school is school. my grades are good. but i still hate it. most of the time. sometimes its good when issac and jordan and i have paper wad and pen and highlighter ink fights in third block. oh and when i ammuse the class by falling asleep during a play that i had an important part in and waking up for a second when i was supposed to read then falling right back asleep without even noticing. haha.
family. they are great.
friends. okay the ones at pigeon forge are awesome. but i miss my old buddies. hannah, jason, alex, travis, all of you. i know i screwed all of you over big time. i wish i hadnt. i wish i could make up for it. but i dont know how. and i dont know how to react to this. i am scared shitless and i will admit to that. i dont want to talk to you guys, but then again i miss you all so much it makes me sick. its weird. but yeah i guess i just want you all to know that i miss you and i am sorry.
okay now. if you do not read any of my entry please read this.
i want all of you to leave a comment telling me how you used to feel about me, how you feel about me, and you think you would feel about me if we were to start talking again. i need to know. so yeah please tell me the truth i can handle it.