Last week or so....
So yeah the last week or so has been really awesome.
I met aimee, for i guess the second time. We went to see the ring. It was a freaking cool movie. and aimee was scared and she hid behind my arm. it was cool. Then jaye (she was with us) jump like a mile at this one part. was very funny, then she punched me cause i laughed. B4 the movie aimee bought me hotchocolate, it was yummy. Then her bro drove me home then they went and took jaye home and then i haven't seen her since then. Makes me sad. :(. well kinda, ok it does. But she is so cool, i just want to see her again. *sigh* i dunno though, i mean really like her she is awesome, but i think i might be scaring her away. I get a bit to into ppl i like especially women. i don't mean to i just do. I really hope i haven't though, i mean i like her but i'd like to start things off slow, dispite the stuff i've said. I mean sure i want that. but it's not what i really need right now, i need support more then that. Much more then that. I'd be much happier having someone around to help keep me sane, someone to share stuff with and maybe get a bit of support from, and i'd totally do the same in return, just need the someone. I had it once b4, and it was great. Almost perfect, i miss it a lot.
Neways i'm babeling now, she is going to come over tomorrow around 11 i think, so we will see how things go. i hope things go well. I'd had to lose her as even a friend, let alone anything more. I guess what i really want right now, is a close friend only more, someone i can get intimate with, but not sexually. but yet physically. Like hugging, cuddling and maybe kissing, but nothing more. not right now. sounds really odd doesn't it. man oh man i dunno. it's not like i would say no if she wanted someting more to happen. i think she is great looking and i'd go along with anything. Well almost anything. but i know nothing is going to happen for a while if at all. i mean i dunno what she wants. i guess i will figure that out as time goes on. but right now i'm going to go to bed. it's late and i'm tired and i need to be up at 9.
gnite everyone. talk to you soon.
~Nick
I met aimee, for i guess the second time. We went to see the ring. It was a freaking cool movie. and aimee was scared and she hid behind my arm. it was cool. Then jaye (she was with us) jump like a mile at this one part. was very funny, then she punched me cause i laughed. B4 the movie aimee bought me hotchocolate, it was yummy. Then her bro drove me home then they went and took jaye home and then i haven't seen her since then. Makes me sad. :(. well kinda, ok it does. But she is so cool, i just want to see her again. *sigh* i dunno though, i mean really like her she is awesome, but i think i might be scaring her away. I get a bit to into ppl i like especially women. i don't mean to i just do. I really hope i haven't though, i mean i like her but i'd like to start things off slow, dispite the stuff i've said. I mean sure i want that. but it's not what i really need right now, i need support more then that. Much more then that. I'd be much happier having someone around to help keep me sane, someone to share stuff with and maybe get a bit of support from, and i'd totally do the same in return, just need the someone. I had it once b4, and it was great. Almost perfect, i miss it a lot.
Neways i'm babeling now, she is going to come over tomorrow around 11 i think, so we will see how things go. i hope things go well. I'd had to lose her as even a friend, let alone anything more. I guess what i really want right now, is a close friend only more, someone i can get intimate with, but not sexually. but yet physically. Like hugging, cuddling and maybe kissing, but nothing more. not right now. sounds really odd doesn't it. man oh man i dunno. it's not like i would say no if she wanted someting more to happen. i think she is great looking and i'd go along with anything. Well almost anything. but i know nothing is going to happen for a while if at all. i mean i dunno what she wants. i guess i will figure that out as time goes on. but right now i'm going to go to bed. it's late and i'm tired and i need to be up at 9.
gnite everyone. talk to you soon.
~Nick