Total devastation
So Rob left today at 1:00.... He told me that he'd try to get in again before he left, but who knows, this could have been the last time I see him. That was already pretty upsetting. I watched him out my window. I watched as he walked away from my apartment, and into the arms of another woman. A very tall blonde woman. His ex-girlfriend was a very tall blonde woman. A blonde woman whose picture he still has in his wallet. He told me he couldn't stay this evening because he had so much to do to get ready to go to China.... yeah.... I bet he's really busy. We've been seeing eachother for 5 months.... it's no wonder he didn't want me calling him. And it's no wonder we never went out anywhere. How could I have been so stupid? How could he have done this to me??? The worst part is that I really thot he cared about me... and I know I really cared about him.