stressed
I'm so fucking stressed it's not even funny.
exams
Visa
work
EVERYTHING!
it's all driving me crazy.
I feel like I'm going to break down any time now.
I'm sick of watching war documentaries with bodies being pushed into mass graves with bulldozers.
I sick of letting it get to me
I hate my job
I told the person I like that I have a bit of a crush on her.
I was nervous as hell
I got no response.
Now I'm just sitting, wondering if I made a complete ass of myself and if I should have just kept my big damn mouth shut.
I hate that I spent weeks kicking myself over not telling her, and now that I've told her I'm still kicking myself.
I hate the rain
I hate exams
I hate that I've put off all my studying til the last miniute.
I hate being stressed.