Nov 13, 2005 23:23
I think Jimmy and I are moving in a more serious direction? Yeah, that's right. It's not a statement; it's a question. I mean, lately, he's made a point of telling me that he's not hooking up with anyone else. Like, the other day, he was talking to me about Joe (I HATE THAT KID!) and I said we should all beat him up. And Jimmy said he wanted to beat him up first and I could have sloppy seconds. And I said, "I'm not that kind of girl." And he said that he knows that - because I once texted him when he was talking to a girl at a party (I was at the party, too): "If you hook up with her, you had better go home with her, because you're NOT coming home with me." And, I don't know... He really tried to make it clear to me that he had no intentions of hooking up or going home with anyone else. And his ex-girlfriend came down to visit a few weeks ago and he told me that she tried to kiss him, but he turned her down. And, more recently, I told him that I'm not all about the hooking up - that I actually care for him... and it didn't even freak him out. He told me to stop apologizing because I hadn't done anything wrong. And last night, his friend from Duke (a girl) came to visit and stayed with him. He called me today to tell me what they did last night, and he told me that they were watching a movie and slept in the same bed, but he wanted me to know that nothing happened between them because he "doesn't think of her like that."
I don't think he'd hook up with someone just for the hell of it. But it's sweet that he continually reminds me that I'm his one and only when it comes to that. He's such a southern gentleman... He really is. I'd do anything to put a smile on his sweet face. I really think I'm doing good, though. Obviously, I really care about him, but I know he cares about me, too. But I'm not attached - I could do without him, if I had to. I'm just happy with how things are working out. I'm proud of myself.
And I have a little surprise in the workings for this weekend... I'm sure he'll just lOvE it. ;)
I'm going to study now... Seriously. Sex, drugs, and rock and roll! And beer!