(Untitled)

Oct 04, 2004 18:34

homecoming is this weekend... i'm excited for the game and the dance and everything, but i'm not really looking forward to anything after the dance... i was gonna go to taryn's, but i know everyone will be drinking and puking everywhere and i don't know if i really wanna be around all that... but i don't know what else to do or where else to go... ( Read more... )

Leave a comment

It's official... I can't fucking spell anything anonymous October 4 2004, 17:59:45 UTC
Ashie Boo Boo-

I'm glad you went with me tonight even though you got NOTHING lol but it's ok. I understand that it's kinda past the whole "looking at colleges" point. I know it doesn't mwan much coming from me since all I see to do is stress about dumb college shit but just don't stress too much. I know eventually you'll figure out where you want to go and in a year or so you'll be living out that picture you had in your head. And I'm sure a lot of people at this time don't know what they want to do for the rest of their lives. I mean I think I know but I'm not set on anything. I'm sure, knowing how I change my mind, that I'll change my major at least twice when I'm in college. We still have time.

Anyway, about homecoming.Taryn isn't having anything so you don't have to worry about going or not going there. I just called Scott to see what he was doing afterwards and I'm basically in the same boat as you. He doesn't want to risk anything and doesn't want to be around "people smoking marijuana" which I guess I can undersatnd but you can't tell me that he's not going to go out and party after his homecoming. I don't want to spend my night being all depressed but I can see that that is what it is going to come to. But I'm going to try to find something for us to do after homecoming because I don't want to go home and I need someone else to be with me. It just still makes me sad that things are like this with him... :'(.

Ly

Reply

Re: It's official... I can't fucking spell anything ash_kem October 4 2004, 18:06:20 UTC
yea it makes me sad because i just have this feeling that homecoming and afterwards is really gonna suck.. like you said, it's gonna be one big depression.. wow just what i need.. i know how you feel about the scott thing.. trust me.. you know who i'm talking about.. i mean i want to say something so bad but i can't because i know i'll hurt someone and even though i'm not all that close with that person i can't just hurt him like that.. GOD IT SUCKS.. oh well it's not like i could get you-know-who anyway, he probably just wants to have sex like the rest of the male population.. and of course no guy can ever take me seriously so it's whatever..

and i wish we could just have reservations so i wouldn't have to stress about that too..

and COLLEGE SUCKS AND I'M NOT FUCKING GOING

ly2

Reply


Leave a comment

Up