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my gods. ive missed him. today was just so wonderful, i never ever realized how much i could miss someone until i had him holding me in his arms today and just was like, wow. i really couldnt wait to be able to do this again. to have him kiss my forehead and neck, and pull me close to him and look in the mirror. to talk. to hold. to kiss. i missed it. and i still have another week to go before im "allowed" to see and be with him.
STOP field trip today was so great. i had tons of fun and really got to know alot of the people. the back of the bus rocks. had mcd's for lunch - mm! and because of i guess the -bonding- i had with everyone .. i was able to really loosen up on stage and very efficiently act. it was such a great feeling.
such a good day.
now i must run upstairs and take a nap before my mom comes home and realizes i smell like rick .. and finds me something to do chores wise.
no school tomorrow thou! im excited!! i get to go to the mall early tomorrow morning with mom .. which usually means i get a few things .. and im really hoping i can convince her to let me see rick for a * little * bit even if its just at the house. i dont care if she's standing right there. i just want to be with him.
then work from 530 until 1030. eek. cant you tell how excited i am!