Two can play that game.
Life is funny sometimes.
Most times, when life tells a joke everyone forgets to laugh...they're too busy crying that they didnt wait to hear the punchline.
I can't say I'm not guilty of that. I was crying earlier while riding around with Sarah. Crying on my way to Cavions. But then I paused just long enough and let the world quiet down and heard the punch line.
You're right. Our time has come.
And just as you told me, I only wish you the best.
Honestly.
I'm not sure how I'm the childish one when you lie about paying the bills.
And I'm not sure if you are that stupid that you thought I wouldn't find out,
Or if you just didnt even give a fuck.
And even though you're fucking me over right now,
Because we have a thousand dollar gas bill and I know you wont pay a dime of it.
I'm not going to trip.
I'm going to thank you for showing me your true colors now.
I'm going to thank you because I'd rather fall into serious debt when I'm young.
I'd rather find out early how important it is to be secure with yourself, to be able to fall back on yourself but still have the hands of those that love you catch you on your way down.
I'm glad to go through this now, because as of now, there is still time to right the wrongs, still time to climb back to the top.
I'm turning 21 next week and I still have a lot of life to live.
Finding these things out now only equals a better tomorrow,
As compared to if I were to find them out when I was 40, or 50. When I no longer had family to help me. When I would still be making the same mistakes and not befriending people that would really be there for me when it mattered. When it would be too late
And as it is, you're fucking me now. But I'll fuck you worse down the road.
Because you've ruined our friendship.
And without a job you wont hold that apartment for too long.
I saved you the last time you had no where to live.
I was the only one who came through for you on that.
But I'm not gonna be there this time.
And you know what, I may be thousands of dollars in debt.
And I haven't had a job since Sept 13.
I have no money ..and yet.. , during the past jobless month there has always been gas in my car, cigarettes in my purse, food in my stomache, love in my heart.
There has always been a warm place to rest my head,
And a caring shoulder to shed my tears on.
The people that love me don't really have the money to take care of me,
And yet,
Everyone that I thought would be there for me,
Has been there for me.
Throwing me gas money, buying me cigarettes, taking me out to dinner and spending 60 dollars on me. Listening to my sob stories when they all have their own.
..
When two people really love eachother, they take care of eachother.
When I had a job, I took them out to eat. I put gas in their car. I bought them cigarettes. I drove them around.
And we all know the phrase:what goes around comes around.
But more importantly, the truth to walk away with from this whole blog is:
This is how friendship is is suppose to be
Most times, when life tells a joke everyone forgets to laugh...they're too busy crying that they didnt wait to hear the punchline.
I can't say I'm not guilty of that. I was crying earlier while riding around with Sarah. Crying on my way to Cavions. But then I paused just long enough and let the world quiet down and heard the punch line.
You're right. Our time has come.
And just as you told me, I only wish you the best.
Honestly.
I'm not sure how I'm the childish one when you lie about paying the bills.
And I'm not sure if you are that stupid that you thought I wouldn't find out,
Or if you just didnt even give a fuck.
And even though you're fucking me over right now,
Because we have a thousand dollar gas bill and I know you wont pay a dime of it.
I'm not going to trip.
I'm going to thank you for showing me your true colors now.
I'm going to thank you because I'd rather fall into serious debt when I'm young.
I'd rather find out early how important it is to be secure with yourself, to be able to fall back on yourself but still have the hands of those that love you catch you on your way down.
I'm glad to go through this now, because as of now, there is still time to right the wrongs, still time to climb back to the top.
I'm turning 21 next week and I still have a lot of life to live.
Finding these things out now only equals a better tomorrow,
As compared to if I were to find them out when I was 40, or 50. When I no longer had family to help me. When I would still be making the same mistakes and not befriending people that would really be there for me when it mattered. When it would be too late
And as it is, you're fucking me now. But I'll fuck you worse down the road.
Because you've ruined our friendship.
And without a job you wont hold that apartment for too long.
I saved you the last time you had no where to live.
I was the only one who came through for you on that.
But I'm not gonna be there this time.
And you know what, I may be thousands of dollars in debt.
And I haven't had a job since Sept 13.
I have no money ..and yet.. , during the past jobless month there has always been gas in my car, cigarettes in my purse, food in my stomache, love in my heart.
There has always been a warm place to rest my head,
And a caring shoulder to shed my tears on.
The people that love me don't really have the money to take care of me,
And yet,
Everyone that I thought would be there for me,
Has been there for me.
Throwing me gas money, buying me cigarettes, taking me out to dinner and spending 60 dollars on me. Listening to my sob stories when they all have their own.
..
When two people really love eachother, they take care of eachother.
When I had a job, I took them out to eat. I put gas in their car. I bought them cigarettes. I drove them around.
And we all know the phrase:what goes around comes around.
But more importantly, the truth to walk away with from this whole blog is:
This is how friendship is is suppose to be