aaaaaaa....uh...everything's ok

[ascielelao]

well.......... sorta

uncertain about lots.

not sure what direction to turn.

so i am giving up to wait. wait for a bit. maybe in waiting things will solidify.

this is a very uncertain point.

wish i could be free. more free. able to run off and go fly. do something new. different.

dream.

write.

where to go...what to do...

philip has been nice to talk to about all this. just wish i could meet him finally... *le sigh*

soooo confused.....