junkie identified

Dec 04, 2008 12:25

a few days ago, i left a little coke in my locker at the grocery store. six lines for the start of my shift today. six lines at the end. between then and today, there was a locker search and they found my coke. i got fired today.

it's so shitty. i totally know that they've found weed in my locker before and havent cared because i was dumb enough to leave my little film can of weed in there twice. wasnt a big deal. but cocaine gets you fired

i only have 11 dollars left. during hte last few weeks, all my money has been going up my nose. i spent what i had left today on a pack of cigarettes. the manager gave me my coke back before asking me to leave.

coke made me feel so incredibly badass and amazing i wanted to kick the shit out of someone. now its almost all gone and im basically the same loser before i got high only really poor now

it feels so stupid. people tell you how coke is destroying your body but what's really fucked me over is that people punish you for doing coke like coke isn't punishing your heart and your nose and your bank account enough. i fucking hate cocaine right now, although im finishing this little bump right now. it's all thats left

i think its over.
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