had a blast taking most of these photos on Cassidy's camera at his birthday party. obviously if I'm in the picture, I wasn't behind the camera. really thinking about getting back into photography, getting a serious camera, and maybe taking an intermediate course soon.


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My sister graduated as valedictorian of her high school. I was proud of her, not jealous, as many years of comparisons between the two of us have come to an end. I hope she retains what she has learned. As the years go on, I feel like everything jammed into my head in those gifted schools has faded. I have no memory of historical dates, ( Read more... )

I wouldn't say Mikey is apologetic, but I find him reaching out to me. I suppose he wonders if I can still be friends with both of them. I know better than to worry about his welfare. I've seen this shit for years. It becomes nothing short of Cain and Abel ( Read more... )

Cassidy says I like chaos. I tell him it's passion really. Mental creativity. It's been this way for years.

I enjoy big romantic gestures. This is not to say I'm rushing to be Susie Homemaker - usually I'm the one making those gestures myself. Really, from the other end, I prefer a lot of subtle reinforcement.

Brain sex.

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I returned from Phoenix with the travel sniffles, which freaked me out for a day as a close colleague of mine had just been diagnosed with H1N1. Thankfully I'm in the clear, though running around in my Halloween costume this week may change that.


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We round out the end of Cassidy's birthday with another great day of long talks, analysis and antics. This day is more silly, everything from planning an ad campaign of obvious sex tips to discussion of exactly where our heads are at with the potential for future careers and relationships and how we deal with the way people see us.

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Unexpected after-midnight chat with Cassidy, but well worth the lack of sleep. We're on two feet with each other again, which is a good place for us to stay. At different times we've been repellant and calming forces in the other's life, but always very necessary figures regardless.

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Bills paid. House clean. All in time for the USB housing my master to-do list to give itself electroshock therapy today. Sizzled, for sure. It's okay, I'm only slightly neurotic about my list-making. I'm type-a enough to be anally organized, but creative enough to stay even-keeled if nothing ever stays on track. Instead of a crushing blow, it's a ( Read more... )

I could make the story of me and you out to be a tragedy forever, but that's not how I want it. It's funny, sometimes I think you suddenly want my attention (platonically) when I'm finally pulling away. I don't know what I want from us. At times it's a simple as you there and me here. I have never walked the friends road easily, even though awkward ( Read more... )

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