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[asakurahao]

I'm seriously tired of putting effort into things and relationships then having them all screw up miserably. ::sighs:: Nothing ever turns out -right- anymore. Maybe I'm just not putting enough effort and that's why it turns out the way it does, but...Hahah. well, I try and nothing! I'm supposed to be assertive! I take the initiative!

Annnddd nothing happens.

Fine then. I give up, I really, really do.

I'm completely and utterly tired of it.