It's that time again...
To be honest I'm REALLY fucking pissed off right now.
Okay that was a couple of days ago.
I'm still a bit pissed off but it's at least not consuming me currently.
Okay that was a couple additional days ago.
Now it's Monday and I feel like actually writing.
Summer has been going fairly well despite current circumstances. I have kept myself occupied for the mostpart... running, tennising, talking, reading, or hanging out with friends. Oh garsh I dunno, but it's been nice because there's been a variety of people...just not much of a variety to do. Guitar hero pool guitar hero hottub guitar hero soccer guitar hero food guitar hero. Fortunately I like guitar hero. Naho left on Wednesday back to Japanland. Although I miss her very much, I'm not too sad because I know I will be seeing her soon(ish). I talked to the boy. It was really nice to hear from him and also very weird. I miss him so much and I can't stand the thought of not seeing him/talking to him as much as I use to. I hope that we can work this out for the happiness better. He means so much to me and he use to make me so happy and still does most of the time. Honestly I have no idea. So in other news...it's summer which means it's time to make a top 10 goals of summer list. I'm not feeling quite as motivated right now as in the past but whatever... here goes nothing.
GOALS OF SUMMER 2007
1. GET A FUCKING JOB. Seriously...how many years in a row do I have to put this? And make at least $1,000 at said job.
2. Start seriously thinking about what I want to do for the rest of my life, because honestly I'm lost. Go to college visits and enjoy those college visits and don't be scared.
3. Work this out, it means to much to me not to. Hopefully things will be good, hopefully they will be even better than they were last year. And if working things out turns out to be not exactly as I had hoped then don't lose him as a friend.
4. Lollapalooza, anyone? Me please. Just don't blow a bunch of money...and if that means not going at all then go to another concert because I haven't felt that rush in far too long.
5. Tennis>3 times. That serve that comes out when I'm pissed off needs to start coming out all the time.
6. Run at least 5 days a week preferably at summer running and learn to love it because deep down I know I do.
7. Do some volunteering...I'm way behind for one and for two it's a good thing to do, DUH.
8. Spend more time with my old friends because I miss them and more time with my friend friends because I love them and more time with Schuyler too hopefully...who knows.
9. Go camping!!! Yea camping man yea!
10. Read at least 3 of the following: 1984, Slaughterhouse V, 100 Years of Solitude, The Sun Also Rises, or Byrne and at least 5 books total.
11. Make this summer even better than last year. Right now that might seem slightly grim but it's definitely possible.