Jul 30, 2005 12:30
okay so. in case you didn't know me and mike were going out for the past almost 2 weeks. i thought, at least ,that it was going good i mean we weren't going out that long so we weren't really having problems. except .. okay most of you know who she is but i'm not going to mention any names.. but *this girll*.. who i used to be good friends with but something happened anddd.. we just weren't on good terms. but the past couples days like i saw her at a hockey game and i thought that we were cool buuut. nope, she goes and tells mike that she still likes him. so i'm just like uhhmm. and i like talk to her about it and she reassures me that shes not going to get in between me and him even though i did it to her and alll this bullshit. annnd the dumbass i am i believed her. so last night i'm babysitting with tonya and i hear that this girl kristina is having people over and *she* is going over there and so is mike and i'm just like coooooll... and i've heard from a couple people to watch out for him bc theres a possibility that he'd cheat on me. so i get a call from him and hes like..' i had 2 shots and 7 beers and i kissed *her* on the lips' i was just likeee... are you being serious? yep, he was serious. so the whole night i'm like wowwww.. and hes calling me and asking me to take him back.. k. cool right. but that just proves thatttt guys are fucking dicks. mmm hmm. except for an exception of maybe 5. okay so, now i don't know what to do. i mean i did something stupid too when i was drunk that upset him, but i didn't cheat on him. and i also heard that he wasn't even drunk.. whateverrrr i dont know what to think. just that boys fucking SUCK.
buuuuuut thank you tonya for being there for me when i need you and always helping me with these fucked up situations i get into. i love youu
&& thanks to a couple other people who listened.