just in the mood to write.

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so this summer has been nothing short of ALOT of fun. mostly hanging out with Tonya. but i went to a few grad parties with some people, few parties that Tonya basically 'rescued' me from. going out on the lake, serendipity (this coffee shop// hooka bar that is really sweet and everyone goes there to just chill) theres not much else to around here. no 'boyfriend' or anything, few hookups i guess, well like 1, dated adam for a little while. i dunno hes going to college and i didnt want to get wrapped up in that. i like being friends with him. no one else really, except now i'm dating mike, we're not 'going out' because i just dont really want to get myself into a relationship just yet. hes fun tho, and so are his friends me and tonya hang out with them pretty much everyday.i used to hang out with mike but during the school year i kinda made other friends that than group, alot of drama happened ha. so yeah tonyas camping with some people until sundayy so i have to go 6 days with out her haah. i'm really nottt looking forward to go back to school but it just keeps coming closer and closer. me and tonya are going with my aunt to a alan jackson/sara evans concert in august i'm pretty excited bc i havent been to a country concert. uh huh living in tennessee for 8 years you'd think i would've but nope. and then i'm hopefully going back down there sometime in august too. get to see old friends i'm excited. we're most likely driving and i HATE the drive but its worth it. speaking of driving i can get my license in december! ha yeeee. the other day i drove with my mom and sister to the mall and as i was leaving in the parking lot, someone called me and i picked it up and i can't talk and drive at the same time yet so i like blew 3 stop signs and pulled in from of other cars i was like FUCKKKK. ha but its okay. oh and the other night tonya cut my hairrr.. it was really late and just a fun night that night and at like 3 in the morning i told her to cut it like up to my shoulders and she fucking cut it SOOO short iwas like dammmmnn itttt. oh well its okay, i dont HATE it but i liked it the way it was. its a change. and she didnt do a bad job so. anyway, what else. i'm babysitting right now and might be geting a job where kylie works. like waitressing kinda. i'm gonna think about it. tonight i'm gonna go hang out with mike and corey and them, probably go up to serendipity.

that's about it for now.

Yeah I have my dictions
I keep my share of secrets
And things you'll never see
Mmm I get selfish and defensive
And pay too much attention to my insecurity

Though I …
I'm just like everybody else
I try to love Jesus send my soul, yeah yeah
I don't know what you believe
What you think or what you see
But this is a part of me yeah
What I do and who I am
All about your purities oh
I'm right here up my sleeve
This is me
This is me

Yes my heart breaks for the homeless
I worry about my parents
And all my bills are late
Yeah I I'm dealing with the changes
This complicated strangeness
I'm seeing life this way

Hey yeah I
I'm just like everybody else
I try, Lord I try to love Jesus send my soul, yeah yeah
I don't know what you believe

What you think or what you see
But this is a part of me yeah
What I do and who I am
All about your purities
I'm right here up my sleeve
This is me yeah

I laugh at silly movies
To acquaint I see babies
And I'm stubborn as a stone
Yeah I
I critisize my body
I wonder if I'm ready to ever be alone
Oh I

I'm just like everybody else
I cry yes I cry just like everybody else yeah yeah yeah
I don't know what you believe
What you think or what you see
But this is a part of me
What I do and who I am
All about your purities
I'm right here up my sleeve
This is me
Oh this is me
I'm gonna celebrate it
Don't be afraid who you are
Celebrate who you are
What you do, what you feel, what you see, who you are
Celebrate
This is just me
I'm not afraid, I'm not ashamed
This is me