Hard To Breathe
Lots of things just eat at me on a daily basis. Why am I constantly a burden to myself and my surroundings. I tend to think of all the problems that I have and wonder how I sit here 95% of the time with a smile on my face. It wouldnt be so hard to leave a home of love and a family if my own didnt flee. I love everypart of this household and in most parts I consider it a blessing. Thats why its so hard to tear myself away and thats the cause for all your madnesw....ME. I dont mean to step on toes or be overly aggrivated by minor things which should be considered nothing at all. As much as I like to say my insecurities are gone, deep down they are haunting me. When slight things tend to change I take it for a sign of lost love or the time for me is up. I know most likely I am wrong and Im sorry. Im just so confused and so stressed I feel my spoken words eating my body alive. Im wrong your right. Im arrogant and sorry.