looking upward on the downside
Well things have been going fairly well. As each day passes I find myself loving my girlfriend more and more as each moment progresses. My band is gonna start moving again so hopefully all that goes well. I think I am gonna start working for my brother so hopefully that goes well. I really could use the money. My new neice is beautiful and I saw my little sister for the first time in like 3 years so that was pretty swell too. Lately alot has been going through my mind so if I seemed a little awkward or bitch Im sorry. It just about that time where I start to over analyze everything and worry that when things are going pretty well it all starts to fall apart. I know thats a problem I need to work on. Im wicked insecure at times. Me and ness are close to hitting up the official 2 months woo hoo!! Im so happy. This is by far the best relationship I have had. She means the world to me. Were gonna be together forever son! Well other than that everything else seems minor. Ness you r the most important person in the world to me and I love you for being there for me and making me feel so special and important. <3