lost without gratitute

[as_hope_dies]

does anyone ever think and wonder how much they are actually appreciated? Thereare times in life where you feelyou need to be compensated with gratitude when do things out of kindness. I hate longing and lingering for a little appreciation. Its almost like its not even there. I meen you should give credit where credit is due am i wrong? You seem to give 110% and get next to nothing in return. It makes me want to breakdown. Its almost as if its just not good enough. Then you feel the wrath of an anger that isnt necessarily brought apon by you. No one ever realizes that they are giving you the cold shoulder when the time is happening. All I know is this is saddening me. I really wish there was just someway I could be reassured that I am infact appreciated. sigh....

sorry I just need to bitch