lies written by promises
Things lately have been overwhelming. Little things you tend to realize can make huge differences in your life. Causing you to make choices that you may like or you make loathe. Well alot of great stuff has been making an appearance in my life. I found someone I am 100% happy with. I see this hauling for a long run but sometimes you never know. All I can do is sit and hope. Its really good to feel the warmth of a loving heart close by. The feeling of a family that was once lacking in my life is now fulfilled. I love this family. They make me feel so great about the life Im leading. Showing pride in things I do is something my own flesh and blood has voided out a long time ago. This is something that I now consider a huge deal in my life. This is something I dont want to disappear or dwindle in my life. Im in need for permanence. I know I am of young age and a long life I lead but Im at a point where I feel something permanent is highly needed. Well we shall see the paths to follow and life I lead. Theres something special in my life right now and Im not letting go.