this is for my friend crys bc i miss her sweet ass...

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these were the pictures i took at the house...spooky for sure!!


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doesnt it always seem like you are hiding behind something? i think that i am. i dont know yet what it is, but it is something

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so i have successfully managed to chap my lips so bad that they have turned cracked and bloody.( yes i turned the world chap into a verb, get over it) what am i a 8 year old boy playing mario 2 and walking around with a freaking chapped circle around my mouth? no, but i can only see this problem going in that direction...gawd, i freaking apply ( Read more... )

today in church we talked about stripping off certain things, things that inhibit us from experiencing God the way we were meant to. i feel like there is so much that i could strip off, it could almost be impossible.


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so i bit my thumb finger nail all the way down to pain. it hurts a lot. shit, i dont know why i did it, oral fixation maybe. dont know. ouch.

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so i saw my john tonight. i have missed him soooooooo much! he just said a lot to me that really made me feel a lot better. i guess some ways i felt he wasnt there...he wanted to be there for me...seriously my best friend, i missed him! chrys! he loved the idea! i feel alot better today awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i got a tat on my neck...it gave me an awful headache. i couldnt even go out for st. patty's day. my friends were being stupid anyway so it was alright...but yeah! at least i got something to show for it.
i also applied to be a display artist for urbn outfitters...that would be awesome.