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[aruth]

I was *this* close to calling in sick to work about an hour ago, because after two months, my period finally came...and it's here with a vengeance. I can get really horrible cramps, but I don't know if I've ever actually called in or skipped classes because of it, because of how guilty I'd feel. Sometimes I don't really let myself react normally to pain and sickness. Well, I found Rachel's ibuprofen and took some, and am feeling better right now. I was having sweats and chills, and horrible cramps, I called Rachel in tears while I was searching for the ibuprofen, and really didn't think I'd be able to go to work. I'm pissed that I'm feeling better right now, haha, because I would much rather stay home and lay in bed. The first day is always the worst.

I hope I don't cry at work...

At least I have the day off tomorrow.