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everything seems like its falling into place.
maybe there is someone looking out for me. maybe it is possible that people have to go through shit and constant obstacles in order for something good to happen come out of it.
i might be able to drive down there for just a weekend. it'll be alot of driving and probably some stress from trying to get school work planned out in advance, (its not during MY spring break) but it would be sooo worth it. it'll be during sxsw and theres a huge party/show/event on 6th street i want to go to. and it will also be the weekend of his birthday. what a great gift right? i hope he appreciates it. :) ever since i got back from winter break all i could think about was going back and i just thought about the summer and waited in unsettling anticipation. who knew it would come sooner. wow i am amazed that my mom would help me out in this situation. i think she could see how i was hurting by being apart from the place that i love and the people i love.
it just sortof happened all of a sudden...from randy (a friend from high school in az who moved to california) inviting me to an awesome event in texas...to me considering going but realizing plane tickets were too expensive...and then to my mom saying she would help drive me there? wow. its still sortof a shock. i seriously thought she was joking. im still afraid its going to be taken away from me. oh man. i don't care how hard it will be to get there. just a moment with him would be worth fighting the world for.
maybe there is someone looking out for me. maybe it is possible that people have to go through shit and constant obstacles in order for something good to happen come out of it.
i might be able to drive down there for just a weekend. it'll be alot of driving and probably some stress from trying to get school work planned out in advance, (its not during MY spring break) but it would be sooo worth it. it'll be during sxsw and theres a huge party/show/event on 6th street i want to go to. and it will also be the weekend of his birthday. what a great gift right? i hope he appreciates it. :) ever since i got back from winter break all i could think about was going back and i just thought about the summer and waited in unsettling anticipation. who knew it would come sooner. wow i am amazed that my mom would help me out in this situation. i think she could see how i was hurting by being apart from the place that i love and the people i love.
it just sortof happened all of a sudden...from randy (a friend from high school in az who moved to california) inviting me to an awesome event in texas...to me considering going but realizing plane tickets were too expensive...and then to my mom saying she would help drive me there? wow. its still sortof a shock. i seriously thought she was joking. im still afraid its going to be taken away from me. oh man. i don't care how hard it will be to get there. just a moment with him would be worth fighting the world for.