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this year so far is exponentially greater than last year. 2008 consisted of stress, confusion, lonliness, a car crash that fucked me up, a horrible break up, my grandmother passing away on my birthday, alone during the holidays, being ignored. and now...i feel wanted, loved, blissful. im having fun, being happy, living the moment. im surrounded by people i love and its almost painful knowing that i have to leave soon. fuck. it DOES hurt. everything is so amazing here. im becoming attatched. im going to be so bummed on tuesday when i get back, but at least i'll treasure these memories forever.