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ok so like, I was told after turning my application in to call the diagnostic center for an interview? Don't they usually call you if they are even considering you? You would think they would. So I call one day to see about getting the interview and once I finally got through to someone, they tell me once the supervisor reviews all the applications, I would be getting a call if they were interested in me. That was last week. So I pretty much thought, there was no way I'd get a call, cause I don't have anything on my application as far as work experience or skills, other than typing skills. There's no telling how many other applications they have anyway. But...that has all changed. David's mom called and said she walked out with the supervisor after work and they were talking about it I guess and the supervisor told her that she would be turning in my application to the people who handle them and is going tell them specifically to call me for an interview. And told david's mom to be and sure to remind her on monday to do it. I was talking to my Mom last night and how it would be really good if I could just get my foot in the door. If I get the job, I plan on saving until the first of the year and see how much I have by then. If it's enough, I am moving out. Besides, I have a bunch of jewelry I'm sure I could pawn, even though I won't get what I paid for it out of it, but still. That is just money I don't have. Besides I can't tell you the last time I've even worn it or when I ever would again. I could always trade it for something else. I have like, one necklace, a matching bracelet. A braclet with my birthstone, a pair of earrings, and of course my wedding rings. I'm seriously thinking about taking the wedding rings and like having zales take the diamonds out and melting the two bands together and like making me a totally different ring out of it. Cause I hate to get rid of them. It's not like it would be the same ring. ::sighs:: Today was family day for david's national guard. Me and ethan were suppose to go, but I really didn't want to. It was at Harrison Bay State Park... :/ I hope he goes to rodney's afterwards. I swear it feels like I am married to a 13 year old boy. I want a man. LOL. It's like I keep getting this gut feeling and these signs, that everything is going to be ok when we go our separate ways. I just the mere thought of it actually happening is sort of scary. It's like I'm afraid of change for some reason. I think it would be a good change though. I mean hell, I watch Ethan everyday of the damn week anyway, so that's not going to change. David can have him on the weekends, then i can do whatever I wanted. I'd have some sort of freedom again. I'm also gonna try to get me a car. I just hope it all works out, the way that i feel like it will. It would be weird though working with david's mom after being divorced, but its not like I can't transfer somewhere else and a lot closer for that matter. Oh well, I'm talking like I already have the job. I had to take my last 10 bucks yesterday just to buy a damn mop. I originally planned to use it so I could get some hair supplies cause I am almost out, but I needed a mop more. The idiot land lord told us we needed to get the trash up outside. I went out there and there was no trash to be found. The other night i heard something rustling around out there and went to see and it was the neighbors damn dog. Which i pretty much already knew, but now I have a visual, lol. David told him about the neighbors dog and said it was up to us to talk to them about it. But damn...you would think the 480 a month would at least include garbage service. He's a stingy man. It wouldn't hurt him to take off the extra 80, with the gas prices being the way they are. But I guess, his rich ass doesn't have a heart. Ok, anyway. I think I'm gonna clean today and use the new mop...wow the greatest excitment of my life...