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Have you ever passed someone on a street or in a store and each time you see them, your heart drops down to the floor? When that same person finally speaks to you and the entire time your heart stops and it feels like you can't breathe? I'm sure these are stupid questions...but it happens to me. I have prayed to God to make it go away and tried to convince myself that I am crazy and I am just being rediculous. I have prayed that if that is indeed the case...then just make it go away. Not only did it happen 2 more times, but this time I have been convinced. I just don't know anymore. I have thought and prayed that if its not true...then just let it rest. Let it go away. But I can't stop thinking about it. It was just such a really nervous feeling...like my world had stopped. Please tell me I'm not going crazy...