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So My Diet hasnt been going to well. I guess you can say no surprise.. I think I took on something new at the wrong time. I had softball and drivers training. .. food just happened to be my relaxer. idk. I really need to turn 16 and get my license so I cant take that stress out in the gym. Running in cold weather just isnt my thing. although I was thinking about it today. maybe Ill do it after my practice. run home from school. er something. idk Im really getting depressed about my weight tho. nothing seems to be working. Im about ready to try puking. I know its really sick too. eww. I really dont think I would turn that extreme. just really desperate right now to shed some fat. ugh. this really pisses me off. I look at myself in the mirror and see the chub just ready to explode. god I use to be 140 and think i need to lose some weight. now Im 152 and in desperate need to lose. I can never seem to get the right diet. I had the exercise ball .. somethings wrong with it and it wont stay inflated. I try working out every night but then I dont eat right. I try to eat right but then I cant seem to get in sometime to exercise. I just dont know what to do anymore. I need some dietary advice. Moms products just dont cut it for me. .. okay Im done venting. I have Softball. bye.