What's a boy to do?
My momma died yesterday. I never saw it coming, no one did. 48 years old and in pretty good health. She hadn't been feeling well this week. I don't know. I really don't know how or why. The doctors aren't sure how, and I don't really care. And no one will ever be able to tell me why.
Why is my momma gone?
She'd become such a part of my every day life over the past 4+ years since I moved here. I'm glad I ended up staying in Eugene, despite original plans to stop here, get some things taken care or, and move on to Portland or other places within a year. I saw my mom damn near every day and talked to her all the time. She became one of the very few people that I talk to a lot.
Anyway, I don't know. I really just don't know. I don't know what to do now. I just want my momma. I want my baby to have her grandma. I want her to be there when I go to work, I want her to be there for everything that's still yet to happen in my life. I'm 26 years old, I just can't imagine all the years to come without her there. I just can't believe it.
Why is my momma gone?
She'd become such a part of my every day life over the past 4+ years since I moved here. I'm glad I ended up staying in Eugene, despite original plans to stop here, get some things taken care or, and move on to Portland or other places within a year. I saw my mom damn near every day and talked to her all the time. She became one of the very few people that I talk to a lot.
Anyway, I don't know. I really just don't know. I don't know what to do now. I just want my momma. I want my baby to have her grandma. I want her to be there when I go to work, I want her to be there for everything that's still yet to happen in my life. I'm 26 years old, I just can't imagine all the years to come without her there. I just can't believe it.