OMG I posted!?!?!
I'm back! Er...sorta! It would almost be pointless for me to try and explain all the mad crazy things in my life that have happened after the fire, so I'm not even gonna bother with it all. Needless to say, I currently still live in the same place I did last year (which is amazing as I have NEVER in the history of moving out of my house at 19 stayed in a place for a year). And if things are going as they are (and hopefully better) I will continue to stay exactly where I am. Yaaaay!
The one down side?
There's a really big scary black widow by my window and I'm too scared to kill it @___@. Uuuugh. Its got spindly but sturdy long black legs and a HUUUUUGE body. Like..the size of a quarter. eeeuuughgghhhh.
Currently I am facing writers block. Did I mention I HATE writers block? I do. Its eeevvviiilllll. But I'm plunging on any ways and just closing my eyes and hoping for the best. I'm figuring my fingers will know what to type while I stare blankly at a wall. That should work I hope.
Ummm....I got told by a kid yesterday it was 'fun to meet me'. Heh. I never knew I was fun to meet^_^. Ummm. So far my weekend is so flippin' busy that I literally do not have the time to make calls to people. Seriously. I work from seven in the morning to 12 at night on saturday and then I head strait to San Diego after to stay with a friend. Come monday I work again.
Upong writting all this I have to wonder; who ACTUALLY reads the stuff I write? I mean...true I haven't updated for ever and a day, but in the end, do people even READ this? Who am I REALLY talking to? Its a little creepy to think about so maybe I'll just stop thinking about it >___>.
At the moment I'm dressed like a floozy because work dictates that I do. See what happens when you work for a club? But at least I get paid and tips and compliments. No drinks tho. Can't drink on the job....or can I? Muwahahah! So here I am in library typing this all looking very much like the type of person a guy can't take home to his family and there are little kids running around. Aren't I a good influence?
The one down side?
There's a really big scary black widow by my window and I'm too scared to kill it @___@. Uuuugh. Its got spindly but sturdy long black legs and a HUUUUUGE body. Like..the size of a quarter. eeeuuughgghhhh.
Currently I am facing writers block. Did I mention I HATE writers block? I do. Its eeevvviiilllll. But I'm plunging on any ways and just closing my eyes and hoping for the best. I'm figuring my fingers will know what to type while I stare blankly at a wall. That should work I hope.
Ummm....I got told by a kid yesterday it was 'fun to meet me'. Heh. I never knew I was fun to meet^_^. Ummm. So far my weekend is so flippin' busy that I literally do not have the time to make calls to people. Seriously. I work from seven in the morning to 12 at night on saturday and then I head strait to San Diego after to stay with a friend. Come monday I work again.
Upong writting all this I have to wonder; who ACTUALLY reads the stuff I write? I mean...true I haven't updated for ever and a day, but in the end, do people even READ this? Who am I REALLY talking to? Its a little creepy to think about so maybe I'll just stop thinking about it >___>.
At the moment I'm dressed like a floozy because work dictates that I do. See what happens when you work for a club? But at least I get paid and tips and compliments. No drinks tho. Can't drink on the job....or can I? Muwahahah! So here I am in library typing this all looking very much like the type of person a guy can't take home to his family and there are little kids running around. Aren't I a good influence?