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Ugly. Disgusting. Abhorrent. Unworthy. Unwanted. Useless. Stupid. Wrong. Alien. Outcast. Weird. Strange. Inhuman. Disfigured. Better off dead. No one wants you. Why are you alive? Unimportant. Flawed. Cracked. Broken. Trash. Refuse. Gross. Idiot. Dumbass. Can't get anything straight. Untrustworthy. Betrayer. Liar. The Worst. Monster. Creep. No life. Lazy. Good for nothing. Desperate. Needy. Illogical. Emotional. Can't control your own emotions. No one wants you. No one wants you. No one wants you. Get it straight. Stop hoping for stupid shit. Stop hoping. Nothing is ever going to change.
I don't even care who sees this anymore. What the hell, it's just gonna be one person anyways, (sorry, by the way; I'm not exactly proud of this) I hope. I just really don't care. I feel like crap, and I'm sure I'll feel better once I start drowning myself in work again.
Good night.
I don't even care who sees this anymore. What the hell, it's just gonna be one person anyways, (sorry, by the way; I'm not exactly proud of this) I hope. I just really don't care. I feel like crap, and I'm sure I'll feel better once I start drowning myself in work again.
Good night.