veal
i haven't felt so disconnected from people since last june. wow, last june. it's becoming a year trying make it off of minimum wage and most weekends wasted on 12 dollar double shots. reeediculous. people that i've grown to care for are changing. more jaded, less in-tune with reality, moving back home, getting lazier, graduating, turning 21 (HBD JL), they're all making me crazy. so calls for a vacation. i'm going to new york next wednesday with a lover and i'm not going to look back until i'm forced to come home. what the fuck am i going out there for, anyway? i was SUPPOSED to work with david ellis, who told me the wrong date too late for putting together this amazing show i've been drooling to set up for, but now i'm left with a 239 dollar virgin america ticket i can't return. i guess i'll go shopping. i'll go shopping with my cousin grace who will tell me all this family drama. what my mom did to my aunt. what my aunt said to my dad. why my dad hates my grandfather. what my grandfather did to make horrible parenting methods run a full 2 cycles. so annoying. i wish i didn't care about any of them or any of the people i live with.
if i ever see you, do not say the word 'organic'. i'm sick of hearing that word, no matter if you get healthier the more you say it.
if i ever see you, do not say the word 'organic'. i'm sick of hearing that word, no matter if you get healthier the more you say it.