it's not drugs
there has been so much NO2 consumed tonight it's unbelievable. i've been trying to pacify problems which led to more problems :(
the past 3 months have slowly been shutting me down. i hate my jobless schedule, i hate not having money, i hate having to hear all my family's bullshit, i hate hating everyone i live with, i hate being so far away. i'm going to new york/ north carolina in may to work on a david ellis show/ hang out with my cousin grace/ hang out with my white gf victoria so i hope i can pick up and be able to hang despite all the shite going on at the moment, but i know i'll hate being in new york because it'll all be waiting for me when i get back.
but what am i going to wear/do/buy when i get there???
side notes:
(A) my lady LUSHY, i see you everywhere in sf. i was on 14th by zeitgeist bar and i see your lil throwie and then i saw you again on some metal bar in is mission that same night i was like, man WHAT is that girl up to now?? and btw i've been hitting up those stickers you sent me
(B) if anyone hears about some job, let me know. $hit.
(C) is for Cyndi! hey i met charles at dolores park and he knows my boy iriko! the world is getting smaller my love!
the past 3 months have slowly been shutting me down. i hate my jobless schedule, i hate not having money, i hate having to hear all my family's bullshit, i hate hating everyone i live with, i hate being so far away. i'm going to new york/ north carolina in may to work on a david ellis show/ hang out with my cousin grace/ hang out with my white gf victoria so i hope i can pick up and be able to hang despite all the shite going on at the moment, but i know i'll hate being in new york because it'll all be waiting for me when i get back.
but what am i going to wear/do/buy when i get there???
side notes:
(A) my lady LUSHY, i see you everywhere in sf. i was on 14th by zeitgeist bar and i see your lil throwie and then i saw you again on some metal bar in is mission that same night i was like, man WHAT is that girl up to now?? and btw i've been hitting up those stickers you sent me
(B) if anyone hears about some job, let me know. $hit.
(C) is for Cyndi! hey i met charles at dolores park and he knows my boy iriko! the world is getting smaller my love!