I know you, so you know me, but us remains impossible.
I HATE that people seem to think I'm some sort of open book.
I'm not. I have secrets, I have skeletons in my closet, I don't always say whats on my mind, I have a past. Why does everyone think they truly know me? You don't know me.
Or maybe you do, and it's me who doesn't know myself ?
I still miss him, I miss so many people.
My reasons to leave this place, maybe I'm running, maybe I'm starting over, maybe I'm renewing myself. Who knows, all I know is I can't wait to leave, because staying here is destroying me.
It's a lose lose situation in my books. I say what I think and feel and people look at me funny, they call me negative, and miserable, and bitter. I don't say what I think, and people wonder why I'm not talking, what's wrong, you're boring, etc. They think I'm mad at them the less I say.
Like I said, not a winner situation I'm here. But if you've been reading since 2003, then you should know this by now.
I'm not. I have secrets, I have skeletons in my closet, I don't always say whats on my mind, I have a past. Why does everyone think they truly know me? You don't know me.
Or maybe you do, and it's me who doesn't know myself ?
I still miss him, I miss so many people.
My reasons to leave this place, maybe I'm running, maybe I'm starting over, maybe I'm renewing myself. Who knows, all I know is I can't wait to leave, because staying here is destroying me.
It's a lose lose situation in my books. I say what I think and feel and people look at me funny, they call me negative, and miserable, and bitter. I don't say what I think, and people wonder why I'm not talking, what's wrong, you're boring, etc. They think I'm mad at them the less I say.
Like I said, not a winner situation I'm here. But if you've been reading since 2003, then you should know this by now.