Failing
Its sad when your ex-boyfriend knows you better than your mother. even when you meet someone randomly for 5 min and they know more about you then your mom does. were fighting again. and im not doing this again, saying goodbye to college(my mom thinks im not doing anything anyway so why would she care, right?) picking up another job(need one to move out) and me and my bestfriend are gonna move in. we have agreed on 3 years then talking about if we want to stay roomies, i think its a good idea. i still cant believe that my mom thinks im the crazy one. Its like she has the right to be a hypocryte. i say something to her like she would do to me and im in the wrong then 5 min later there she goes again. she thinks i hate her. i dont. i think she hates me. wouldnt be suprised. i mean hell, it takes alot of effort to have someone grow up in your own house not know anything about them. And then the only time she tells me she is proud of me is when she is drunk. i dont so much care about that i just wish that if it has to be when shes drinking to just not say anything. She wants to help and instead she is stepping on my toes and adding more stress to an already stressful situation and then gets angry at my if im irratated. she actually tried to use motehrs day to gain my sympathy(she was drunk i woulndnt doubt it if she didnt remember). she needs to realize im not a childs anymore and im afraid that will never happen so i will leave. Plan B is in progress. all i need to do now is talk to them.